BEGINNING.

[T]hat old left-out or left-over feeling, during winter passing, vacation nearly done, obligations gathering, books, and fling’s in the air … Another fall, another turned page: there was something like jubilee in the annual autumnal beginning as if last year’s mistakes had been wiped clean by this winter. A Beginning. A Beginning starts from here. From a new autumnal mid-day coffee. Or a random Fall. Maybe finding the Mikhailovsky Castle, or Letting there be space for not knowing is the most important thing of all.

Where to Begin? Why? And How? When there’s a big disappointment, we don’t know if that’s the end of the story or a start or another because every exit is an entry somewhere else just like dwarf planets — the bodies which are massive enough to be shaped by gravity into a state or shape, but they don’t have enough of their gravitational muscle to clear their path of other objects as they orbit of the Sun. It may just be the beginning of a great adventure them but still, they are planets. They acquire life. Life is like that. We might not know Somethings. We call something bad; we call it good. But really, we just don’t know. But, it’s important to begin somewhere and overcome this “just don’t know.”

All great beginnings start in the dark when the moon greets us for a new day at midnight. We are a way for the cosmos to make it know itself. Maybe all we want is, to break our orbits, float like a satellite gone wild in space, run the risk of disintegration. We all want to take our lives into our own hands and hurl them out among the stars. Even seasonal situations can bring with them lessons that last a lifetime. If things don’t last, it prepares you for the one that will.

All great beginnings start with a ‘Start’. When the moon greets you to a new day at midnight. We are the cosmos made consciously and life is how the universe understands itself. So, set fire to the broken pieces; start anew